For what feels like an endless amount of years, I have been afraid. I have been afraid and holding back in sharing what is inside of me. The message inside of me that is wanting to spread like a blanket of love to uplift and heal. I put my attention on all of the ways why I couldn’t share what was coming through me. Things like what if I mess up, what if I don’t really know what I’m taking about and countless others, they are truly never ending.
As I sit in the pain of my own creation, I realize, the pain of holding back is now greater than my fear of being seen, I have to share what’s inside of me. I know what I need to do. I need to get in front of people and let spirit come through me and share it’s wisdom, it’s love. I am the conduit of a message of love, my ego is not the director of this. It knows exactly what to say and when.
Sometimes this admitting to what you have been hiding from yourself can be the hardest thing to do. A humbling and accepting of the truth. I am to open up and GIVE with all of my being, all of my heart, with no more holding back. The amount of energy inside of me coming from spirit is so strong, so filling I feel as if I will burst if I don’t let it out, if I don’t start giving it freely to others (because its all of ours, its all from the same source). What am I to do but let it out and be seen. To my own inner demise I swear I would probably stay in hiding forever, but it’s no longer possible, spirit has taken over.
So I sit in the knowing that now is the time and shed tears of joy in finally finding my way home.
These are two of the core pieces, being seen and giving your gifts, we dive into in the beautiful 1:1 Embodied Program. More details on the program are here: www.vitalwomenglobal.com/embodied-program