I've Been Afraid.

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For what feels like an endless amount of years, I have been afraid.  I have been afraid and holding back in sharing what is inside of me.  The message inside of me that is wanting to spread like a blanket of love to uplift and heal.  I put my attention on all of the ways why I couldn’t share what was coming through me.  Things like what if I mess up, what if I don’t really know what I’m taking about and countless others, they are truly never ending.

As I sit in the pain of my own creation, I realize, the pain of holding back is now greater than my fear of being seen, I have to share what’s inside of me.  I know what I need to do.  I need to get in front of people and let spirit come through me and share it’s wisdom, it’s love.  I am the conduit of a message of love, my ego is not the director of this.  It knows exactly what to say and when.  

Sometimes this admitting to what you have been hiding from yourself can be the hardest thing to do.  A humbling and accepting of the truth.   I am to open up and GIVE with all of my being, all of my heart, with no more holding back.  The amount of energy inside of me coming from spirit is so strong, so filling I feel as if I will burst if I don’t let it out, if I don’t start giving it freely to others (because its all of ours, its all from the same source).  What am I to do but let it out and be seen.  To my own inner demise I swear I would probably stay in hiding forever, but it’s no longer possible, spirit has taken over.  

So I sit in the knowing that now is the time and shed tears of joy in finally finding my way home.

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It struck me like a lightening bolt...
 

In order to go to your next level of greatness...you have to be seen.  

The kind of seen where your not perfectly put together or composed.  The kind of being seen where you let the raw unfiltered nature of you to shine through.  This is the kind of being seen, sets you free.

For me in my life this was quite a conundrum because... all I wanted to do was hide... from everything and everyone.  I tried to skirt around it, to somehow bypass it, but the truth is...you can't bypass this.  

A small part of me wanted to be seen so strongly but a major part wanted to hide so that no problems would come my way.  This has been a huge piece of keeping me stuck and stagnant in my life.  Not moving forward in having the impact on the world that I knew I had in me, desperate to come out and shine.  We hide for many different reasons, some perfectly placed to keep us safe, that now are old and ready to go.

The truth is, in order for us to live the life we truly love and feel good about, we get to be seen for all of who we are.  The whole-self, the authenticity, the non-perfect self.  We have been taught that certain parts of us are not lovable or worthy, this is not true.  All of the parts of us are perfect and we are learning how to bring all of them into the light to be seen.

Now as I step out more and more to be seen as my true self, the rewards are great and your "biggest fear" more than likely does not come true.  I feel more and more authentic and free everyday as I share myself and am seen.

It feels a little risky to put yourself out there to be seen, but the rewards are so worth it and much greater than staying stuck and small.  I encourage you to know that when you feel the fear of being seen, move into that edge and know that no matter what happens (how you act, or how you are perceived), you accept and love yourself regardless.  People judge other people because of their own insecurities, don't make that your compass in life.

I am here supporting and celebrating us stepping out and being seen in ways that we could have never imagined.  To present our full selves without holding back.  

The power or our true-selves and being seen is what will heal ourselves and this planet.   

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